He had a birthday 5 days before The Night. His only grandson just had his first Christmas. He was in the middle of a construction project in our home. This was going to be our 25th year together. He was the heart of his family. We lost so much... and it began with a shooting star.
Full disclosure... i dont know the first thing about a blog. All i wanted was a separate way to release alllll the thoughts and feelings. Also, due to an inane desire to be justified, the comment section is included... please dont abuse that.
So, I will write whatever comes to mind. The worst feelings I am experiencing and the shameful thoughts I cant bear to burden anyone with. Maybe we will get lucky and have a nice memory pop up. Maybe this little intro will be the last time I even look at this page.
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